Clarity

I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When it won't and it won't because it can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it won't and it won't
Because it won't
And I will waste no time
Worried 'bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our lives together

Im just an observer...

let me tell y'all somthin bout being an observer...
u just sit and watch...
nothing more..
just watch...
and learn a bit...

being an observer isn't easy...
u cannot tampered with the evidence...
coz it will lead u to oblivion..
coz it will make the story goes haywire

we only observe....
we cannot take action...
coz its forbidden...

but....
how long?
can u withstand being an observer...
only patience not pride
only mental not physical
u gotta be cold'hearted
u gotta be invisible...
u cant be seen by the naked eye...
u gotta sacrifice...
by being alone..
can u withstand all dat?

I was once an observer...
but now i really know,
the thing dat we observe is only for sosial communication
we however forget to observe ourselves...
i became an observer bcoz im a 'heartless'
so i do my 'job' and built my own 'kingdom'
to find my 'heart' back...
to find my reason...

and now...
i found it..
my 'heart'
now im 'whole' again

to all the observers out there....
u can find ur way out of it...
u can make it happen...
u will find ur 'heart'

and 2 all people who wants to an observer...
u dont hav 2..
coz once u get in..
it hard 2 get out...
unless u try...

well...
hav a pleasant day..
thnx for readin it

Addicted

Oh girl lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love and hate you till the end

It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away

I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again

How can I make it through
All the things you do
There's just got to be more to you and me

I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make with every breath you take
It's not like anything