Sunday, January 31, 2010

Live like were dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line

We never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All those people right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

nO 16

Let's take a look on down the street
To find the houses in a row
Faces painted white so pretty
Wrapped and topped with a bow
Pretty neighbors smiling at you
Morning brick another day
This is suburbia my friend
What going inside anyway.....

Let's take at number 16
Dog is barking on the lawn
Flowers in the window sill
nothing really going on

Or so it seems
Lets look inside
Ohh, What have we here
Wife Susan is in tears
She's crying on her bed in fear
And where is husband John
In a sad and somber scene
Why screaming at his wife of course
Crying about mediocrity

And where is sister Sarah
While mom and dad fight
Why shooting up with her friends
Peer pressure prevails it seems at night
Disregarding curfews
Is the least of her concern
That bloody needle in her arm
That thrill that careless endless burn.
Shame they didn't care about her
When they had the chance

Poor girl is trying to make sense of it all
She's falling into the pits of sorrow
When she did not choose to fall
If only there were a way
To get it through their heads
This fighting won't solve anything
now silly Sarah is as good as DEAD

Let's take a step back as we're falling apart
And see what we've got in here
Well there's a FAMILY in PIECES on the floor!!
Yeah Sarah's shooting up while mom and dad yell
The dog is locked outside
This is a house thats built on MISTRUST
This the house thats built on LIES
Oh god only knows how long it'll be
Before they all implode
Yeah that's how it always fucking goes

Well i cant stand the fakes
Or what they takes
The show is splashed
Over our eyes
I cant believe
That just down the street
People scream people cry

Saturday, November 7, 2009


I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When it won't and it won't because it can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it won't and it won't
Because it won't
And I will waste no time
Worried 'bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our lives together

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Im just an observer...

let me tell y'all somthin bout being an observer...
u just sit and watch...
nothing more..
just watch...
and learn a bit...

being an observer isn't easy...
u cannot tampered with the evidence...
coz it will lead u to oblivion..
coz it will make the story goes haywire

we only observe....
we cannot take action...
coz its forbidden...

how long?
can u withstand being an observer...
only patience not pride
only mental not physical
u gotta be cold'hearted
u gotta be invisible...
u cant be seen by the naked eye...
u gotta sacrifice...
by being alone..
can u withstand all dat?

I was once an observer...
but now i really know,
the thing dat we observe is only for sosial communication
we however forget to observe ourselves...
i became an observer bcoz im a 'heartless'
so i do my 'job' and built my own 'kingdom'
to find my 'heart' back...
to find my reason...

and now...
i found it..
my 'heart'
now im 'whole' again

to all the observers out there....
u can find ur way out of it...
u can make it happen...
u will find ur 'heart'

and 2 all people who wants to an observer...
u dont hav 2..
coz once u get in..
it hard 2 get out...
unless u try...

hav a pleasant day..
thnx for readin it

Monday, October 26, 2009


Oh girl lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love and hate you till the end

It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away

I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again

How can I make it through
All the things you do
There's just got to be more to you and me

I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make with every breath you take
It's not like anything